study la!!

Ever watch the movie "All talk and No action"?

Well, if you're my friend, you must have. Saw the very essence of the meaning of the phrase yourself. In me.

All Talk and No Action.

It depicts a girl who had been lamenting about her poor studies since forever. She talked about starting all over again after every single exams. She was determined to work hard and finish all her tutorials and do lots of practice questions before prelims. And yet, even though it's just 3 weeks before her major, as in REALLY MAJOR exam - the prelims, her progress is still minimal, no, not minimal, miniscule. She knows that she has to do well for prelims because that's the result that will be sent over to the US universities she's planning to apply to. However, despite this obviously urgent and important task in her to-do list, she still found time to

• shop and buy presents all around for her friends
• meet up with a long-time-no-see best friend
• examining SAT formats and questions
• blog ( obviously)
• email another long-time-no-see best friend
• go for band concert at the esplanade
• play 15-mins of the game
• sleep for half + half hour of sleep ( interrupted by dinner time )
• checking out information of foreign universities
• thinking of stupid things like this person doesn't like me, that person hates me, i hate myself, that girl is pretty, my skirt is super short, she's a nice person but sometimes i really can't stand her, i'm very sad, should i cry or hold back, what time should i iron my clothes, should i sleep until the next morning, when will dad and mom call, how's their house over there, will they even call, did they have plane accidents that's why they never call, not going for rapture, should i go for guitar farewell, what will they do there, don't think it'll be fun, nobody will be reading this, i'm wasting my time, i want to finish up The Good Earth, px will be coming to scold me anytime, i don't want my birthday to come, mom and dad not celebrating for my 20th year in the world, will they even call, i'm mean to my room mates, i have no manners, i can't play the game at the stupid hostel's computers, i should wash my bedsheets already, she doesn't like me, she prefers her over me, i'm stupid, i'm selfish, i'm too lenient, i haven't collected all my money back yet, will they give, i don't dare to ask them for it, i also want to pon school tomorrow but i can't bring myself to, tomorrow got gp consultation and i' m still left with summary and AQ, i should go and do now.

Yes. That's it. I'm going to do it now then go to sleep!!! Hahaha. This is merely an example of one short chain of thoughts that goes on inside my head. My super-inflated big-head. Expect more.