Results are out...
well i guess i did get promoted in the end...but what's with this human's heart? once you get what you want, then you start to want something more, and more and more...nothing's ever enough to satisfy it...once the 30 points target is met, you start to regret never wishing for something better...at least good enough to take one 's' paper...what's with this heart? what's with this brain?!! and oh if the 44 points target is met...you'll start wishing that you should have wished for 48 points...which's just 4 points away...aihh...human minds FICKLE, PICKle and SICKle...whatever that means...
okay start with maths...i'm glad i passed...though it's just a narrow miss i must say....a miss that i won't regret though...but the thing is that my common test pulls my overall marks down alot alot...now then i realse the great impact of common test though i didn't sensed it would be this huge in the past...i was thinking as long i can do better in finals i would be able to even things out...but alas for me...my good is still not good enough...i still got an E only...which earns me ten points....however, i'm not complaining la...i know i improved alot since last time...and well..no regrets for maths!! but....*ms yeo!! can you give me one more mark please? then i can get a D!*
kay...next is GP...hmm gp i can't complain much la really...i think i did myself justice for the paper....actually ms wong told me the day before econs paper when i was consulting her that i got 28 marks for essay..but how it ended up much higher when i got back the paper i don't know la...maybe there's moderation in between...quite happy la...then compre not as good but still pass so k lo...got a B4 for now...hope will get a B3 after adding that 6 marks from moderation of paper 2 :) *cross my fingers*
econs...i passed this final exam!! my goodness i'm just so happy for passing this subject man!!! i couldn't believe i made it...but i did!! i did!! i did!! but trust me it's just a pass...50%...couldn't have asked for more i guess...but i'm going to make sure i'll get better as time goes by....hmm combined with CA and CT it's not such a wonderful story already...i still don't know how will i fare on the whole for this sub but don't think i'll be needing it pointwise because got other subs...
biology...a big disappointment...not unforeseen though...judging on the fact that i kept 4 pages of structured questions blank...and didn't manage to finish essay last part 4 marks question...however...combined with CA and CT i still manage to scrape an E...another ten points...
chinese...well i guess i should've been happier...but i was not...until i talked to poh xuan later after school...chinese i'm top in class...again...i'm quite numb to this already...under her expectant eyes and much too extravagant praises, i just couldn't face myself....who cares if you got an A1 for chinese AO? nobody!! not even myself la to tell truth...and it's not going to be counted for promotional points...so i'm stuck with my GP grade...aihh...however, thanks poh xuan!! you are a great friend indeed...a friend in need is a friend indeed...(bern told me she didn't really understand what does that idiom mean :p whatever la...)
chemistry...should i really give all my accounts here? might as well since i gave all the other subs already...passed final exam this time....got an E in the combined forces though...can't expect much la...seriously i know i didn't do well for chem at all...just a pity that i didn't take the class tests very seriously...if not i wouldn't have let myself even one of the tests...i failed the one held on teacher's day celebration...sad case la...aihh...
okay...those are all my accounts for this final exam...know i didn't do well....all the people i met told me they're having at least a C grade and above for promos....happy for them....they can have a choice of whether to take 's' paper or not...but i don't even have the slimmest chance to get it...what ever la....now complain also pointless...i knew that since long long ago...that's why i never complained to anybody at all before this...why should i bother them with what was my own negligence? why should i pester them with what was my own fault? my laziness? i know i shouldn't...so i didn't...i kept it all to myself....
sis is going out with her friends later...so called to celebrate a friend's birthday...but i think it's her friends bluff her and is celebrating her birthday for her instead...i hope she'll have a pleasant surprise...feels so good to have people celebrating your bday for you...especially good friends...miss last year...still haven't forget last year's surprise party....well anyway i won't have company watching prince turn into frog...so sad...can't go gaga over him in front of the tv alone can i? no i can't...granduncle and the two cousins will think i've gone mad...i'll just have to stuff all my giggles and fits back into me...and those oohs and aahs... :p going home now...
okay start with maths...i'm glad i passed...though it's just a narrow miss i must say....a miss that i won't regret though...but the thing is that my common test pulls my overall marks down alot alot...now then i realse the great impact of common test though i didn't sensed it would be this huge in the past...i was thinking as long i can do better in finals i would be able to even things out...but alas for me...my good is still not good enough...i still got an E only...which earns me ten points....however, i'm not complaining la...i know i improved alot since last time...and well..no regrets for maths!! but....*ms yeo!! can you give me one more mark please? then i can get a D!*
kay...next is GP...hmm gp i can't complain much la really...i think i did myself justice for the paper....actually ms wong told me the day before econs paper when i was consulting her that i got 28 marks for essay..but how it ended up much higher when i got back the paper i don't know la...maybe there's moderation in between...quite happy la...then compre not as good but still pass so k lo...got a B4 for now...hope will get a B3 after adding that 6 marks from moderation of paper 2 :) *cross my fingers*
econs...i passed this final exam!! my goodness i'm just so happy for passing this subject man!!! i couldn't believe i made it...but i did!! i did!! i did!! but trust me it's just a pass...50%...couldn't have asked for more i guess...but i'm going to make sure i'll get better as time goes by....hmm combined with CA and CT it's not such a wonderful story already...i still don't know how will i fare on the whole for this sub but don't think i'll be needing it pointwise because got other subs...
biology...a big disappointment...not unforeseen though...judging on the fact that i kept 4 pages of structured questions blank...and didn't manage to finish essay last part 4 marks question...however...combined with CA and CT i still manage to scrape an E...another ten points...
chinese...well i guess i should've been happier...but i was not...until i talked to poh xuan later after school...chinese i'm top in class...again...i'm quite numb to this already...under her expectant eyes and much too extravagant praises, i just couldn't face myself....who cares if you got an A1 for chinese AO? nobody!! not even myself la to tell truth...and it's not going to be counted for promotional points...so i'm stuck with my GP grade...aihh...however, thanks poh xuan!! you are a great friend indeed...a friend in need is a friend indeed...(bern told me she didn't really understand what does that idiom mean :p whatever la...)
chemistry...should i really give all my accounts here? might as well since i gave all the other subs already...passed final exam this time....got an E in the combined forces though...can't expect much la...seriously i know i didn't do well for chem at all...just a pity that i didn't take the class tests very seriously...if not i wouldn't have let myself even one of the tests...i failed the one held on teacher's day celebration...sad case la...aihh...
okay...those are all my accounts for this final exam...know i didn't do well....all the people i met told me they're having at least a C grade and above for promos....happy for them....they can have a choice of whether to take 's' paper or not...but i don't even have the slimmest chance to get it...what ever la....now complain also pointless...i knew that since long long ago...that's why i never complained to anybody at all before this...why should i bother them with what was my own negligence? why should i pester them with what was my own fault? my laziness? i know i shouldn't...so i didn't...i kept it all to myself....
sis is going out with her friends later...so called to celebrate a friend's birthday...but i think it's her friends bluff her and is celebrating her birthday for her instead...i hope she'll have a pleasant surprise...feels so good to have people celebrating your bday for you...especially good friends...miss last year...still haven't forget last year's surprise party....well anyway i won't have company watching prince turn into frog...so sad...can't go gaga over him in front of the tv alone can i? no i can't...granduncle and the two cousins will think i've gone mad...i'll just have to stuff all my giggles and fits back into me...and those oohs and aahs... :p going home now...
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