An old Man...

did something unforgivable this morning....was on the bus with shirlyn....then at this stop, an old man came up...he walked to our seats there and looked around la...but there weren't any seats around....then i could feel he was looking at us expectantly...but!! i didn't stand up and offer the seat to him!! i was like debating with myself..should i should i not should i should i not...then in the end..coz wait too long liao suddenly stand up will be very funny so in the end i didn't give up my seat...feel so bad now....then after that one middle-aged woman stood up and offer the seat to him coz she alighting the next stop...wah man she looked so angry!! most probably angry with us young people la..for not giving up seats for an old man....haha but in the end he also never take the seat...don't know why after a while he went in front and chose another seat to sit down...guess he's too pissed off to sit opposite me and shirlyn? well anyway...in a way...lucky i didn't stand up too....if not if he reject my seat then should i sit back? or continue standing beside him until he sit down or get off the bus? aihh...sorry if i sound so selfish..only care about my own 'face'...but it'll really be very horrible if he chose not to sit down, right?
anway must go home study for chem SPA liao....seems like there's a little to study only...but i think there's actually alot to it...
p/s today's our last pe session with mr ong...sad...according to almost everybody..he's the best-looking pe teacher in school :( too bad he's leaving sa to work at moe hq... :(